The second time to go back to Canada, different feelings…
At the first time, I was carrying the feeling that was excited. I like freedom. Leaving my own home is just like a bird leaves a net. No one can control me anymore. I was happy to get rid of my mom’s arms. When I got there, I realized the life was not easy to go through. Such as everything should be managed by me; I cannot call anyone to help me, or others look me down. I was crying. I wanted my mom to come to me though it was impossible for me. I decided to wipe my tear and cheer myself. It was the first time that I considered so carefully. Without mom, I washed my clothes; without mom, I cleaned my own room; without mom, I managed my suitcases; without mom, I talked with others I didn’t know… There was a big leap I had to jump. It was hard~~~
But I proofed I could do it. It is sure possibly for a student who studies aboard to deal with that or he/she cannot live without others.
I'm glad that i had some friends who always be with me and when i faces diffclut,they will help me and encourage me to get over problems . i'm pround of them .I totally understand what the actual friendship is. That is to give hearts to you, never be angry because of money, care you all the time and help you in their best effort.
you're the best gift that god gives me, i love you
i'm not alone anymore in this Strange city because you .Thanks for your love and care.
You are very lucky^^
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